Kim Kardashian broke down in tears, telling her family she feels like a “failure” amid her crumbling marriage to Kanye West.
“I feel like a f–king failure, that it’s like, a third f–king marriage,” Kim said in a flashback clip during Thursday’s episode of “Keeping Up With the Kardashians.” “Yeah I feel like a f–king loser. But I can’t even think about that like, I want to be happy.”
Through tears, Kim — who was still with West at the time of filming — said the “All of the Lights” rapper deserved a woman who could follow him to another state while she raises their four kids.
“I honestly can’t do this anymore,” she said as she recapped a fight the estranged couple had to her sisters. “Why am I still in this like, place where I’m stuck for years? Like, he goes and moves to a different state, every year, I have to be together so I can raise the kids, you know? And he’s an amazing dad, he’s done an amazing job …”
The KKW Beauty founder said she felt like a “f–king failure” over her third marriage.
She continued, “I think he deserves someone that can go support his every move, go follow him all over the place and move to Wyoming — I can’t do that. He should have a wife that supports his every move and travels with him and does everything.”
During the episode, which featured a family trip to Lake Tahoe, Kim, 40, lashed out at her family over a plate of cookies, which Khloé Kardashian attributed to the Skims founder’s failing marriage.
“Kim has been struggling privately behind camera about her relationship and it’s tough because Kim is clearly redirecting so much of her frustration and sadness and anger,” Khloé said during a confessional. “And, you know, sometimes you just take things out on something that has nothing to do with what you’re going through. It’s not the cookies’ fault.”
However, during another chat on the trip, Kim said she and West, 43, weren’t fighting anymore, and things were “calm” at the moment.
She filed for divorce in February 2021
Kim was previously married to Damon Thomas and Kris Humphries.